What I remember most of the last weekend now, is how Ive been scared. Not scared of the dark, afraid of killers, scared to go outside alone, but scared of what might happen in the future. It wasnt a bad way to be scared, it was kind of nice, and it was a mixed feeling, because I was scared because I was certain I would get some responsibility I myself could not handle, but at the same time I was certain I would get the help I needed. The responcebility included my worst nightmare, speaking in...

I have a God, the God. And he has promised me that he will take care of me, protect me, make a plan for my life, that I can use if I want to... It is a nice plan, a good plan, a plan that will bring success, that will help others, tell others the truth, and he will give me everything I need. But there is one condition, that condition is believing in Him, and spending time with Him. But what does believe mean ? Does it include trust ? Will I have to trust him, that he is always there for me,...

A lot of chances to take, decisions to make. They could affect the rest of my life, or someone elses. The only think they can't do is, not mattering at all. So why ? Why is it so hard ? And how can it seem so easy ? Ive heard that time heals all wounds, but I like better not getting any wounds, not making any wounds. And Id rather spend some time before I get the chance to make a wound thinking of how I can not make that wound. If you knew me, you might understand. It could all make some ...

Why is it that all the great games that everyone love, at least the games that cool people used to play. Is hard to get, and even harder to get working if you have a newer computer or is running linux. I once got WineX working, but now again, mostly due to the fact that I don't have a NVidia graphics card, its not working at all. Bleh, Having to reboot to play games for an hour or so ... Or I could do what I should do, some work...

Ephesians 2v4 But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, 5made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions--it is by grace you have been saved.